Comments:

Katie - 2005-04-24 13:39:29
Is there any chance you're hurt because Ross isn't waiting to get a place with you? Because that was how I felt for you at the very beginning. I mean, he's moving in with another girl and didn't bother to discuss any possibilities with you first.

Jendra, I am NOT trying to make this worse for you! That is just how I would feel (although keep in mind I'm emotionally retarded and hurt very easily).

You have to balance the guilt with the idea that if you didn't say anything, you would have to deal with it on a daily basis and not saying anything would eat you up inside after a period of time.

I do not want to sound critical of your boy, at all. Swear to god. But he put you in a shitty position of pulling the plug on this when it was already half done. You have a right to feel how you do. Oh my lord, I am going to sound like Oprah or something when I say this, but you have a right to your feelings. Don't minimize them. You kind of have to look out for your own happiness. Be just the tiniest bit selfish (is there a way to be just a little selfish? ugh.). I'm sorry to write an epic comment and I never ever ever comment in a way that would interfere with someone's relationship because I only hear 1/2 the story. But I really identify with this kind of situation and can't help myself. Hope you can get it all resolved soon. Maybe there's a compromise somewhere in the midst of all of this. *hugs*
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katie - 2005-04-24 13:40:38
whoops. that entire section wasn't supposed to italicized. "just a little selfish" was. I'm going now. Promise.
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Katie - 2005-04-24 13:41:20
Ahhh! stop italicizing my comments diaryland!
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