Ok, so I am rediscovering what it means to have a libido. Since I went off the pill two weeks ago, my body and mind have undergone this huge transformation. To be perfectly honest, before when I was on the pill, I could care less about sex. I didn't give half a damn. I wanted to care... I just didn't.

Now I do. I really care a lot. I found myself fantasizing about many guys in the class today. Guys I had never even thought about before. I walk around with this heightened sense of sensuality. I feel like my mind and body are going into overdrive for all these years that were spent faded out from the pill.

It's an amazing feeling. I feel like I'm alive again. There isn't anything wrong with me. There was never anything wrong with me, I am a sexual person! I just didn't feel right not wanting a sex life.

I went on the pill when I was just under 16. I wasn't a woman yet. I never knew I could feel this way.

This is totally unrelated but take a look at this site. It is so twisted!

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