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| 20,000 words 2003, November 2 - 10:28 p.m.
I really have to get back to writing ym book. I haven't touched it in weeks. It's not even like the story has run dry - it hasn't, not at all. I just can't get myself to get back to the computer... I have this school laptop, this wonderful little gizmo that I do my work on and play games on and download movies on. And then there is my computer, the computer I own. The only thing I use it for is to write my book. I'm at 20,000 words and I know I have at least 20,000 more words in me and maybe even 20,000 after that. The question is just why won't I do it? Why? I felt like writing today, I felt the need, I felt the urge but I just kind of fought it. It's a weird thing to do. I enjoy writing my story. I always get it to a point where I'm going to have to do some creative problem solving to make the plot move forward the next time I get to it. It keeps me from getting into a creative rut. But even so, here I am, watching an old thiller on TV, writing in my diary and looking at the computer out of the corner of my eye. Use me, it says. Write, it says. And I really, really want to. I wonder why I won't? Thank You - 2006, June 7
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