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| Sleep=Zen 2005, May 31 - 8:31 a.m.
This morning hasn't started out well. I got three hours of sleep, I was confused about the date, resulting in buying a metro pass early (which takes up time), I was grouchy with Ross about a fat comment he made (It was harmless in its own way, but then again a man should know better than to use the f-word with a woman), I got to work later than I had hoped to... and it looks like I'll be transcribing something about capitalism today. I loathe capitalism. Haha, isn't that a funny thing to say? It kind of is. I mean, I'm a socialist by nature and capitalism strikes me as a heartless sort of system and all that, but it's not as though I live and breathe a hatred of it. It's just this will be a pro-capitalism-type video. I did another one of these gems not long ago about "knowledge being the new capital." The lame factor, however, did not outweigh the easy factor. These things are super easy to breeze through, if you can manage to ignore what you're watching. It's amazing when you are watching something so boring that you can achieve a zen-like state and carry on your own thoughts while your unconscious mind listens and types what it hears. I e-mailed Bridal Magazine the other day and got a response from Whitney. That was nice. I really liked it over there and I want to keep in touch. I miss being creative. I miss print. This job I have now is fun in its own way and I really like everyone I work with. I'm in a good company and the pay is good and I shouldn't complain. I just wonder how this will affect me, experience-wise. Oh, I'm tired. Three hours isn't going to do it. I'm often asleep by the time Ross comes to bed after going to the bathroom and whatnot. This time I wasn't asleep (completely) and he kept me up. I wasn't opposed to being kept up though and let it happen. He left this morning and knowing he'd be gone was an incentive to stay awake. We talked a lot, which was nice. We talked about moving in together, we talked about where we saw ourselves in 5-10 years, we talked about a lot of stuff. I wasn't ready to see him go this morning but he had to go back to Ottawa and pay rent. He's almost never there. I'm hoping he'll be back by Thursday night and I asked him if he would try because I felt like I needed him. It's Tuesday and even Thursday seems a while off since I already know I'm going to miss him. Odds are he won't be back then. He'll probably be back Friday... I should start my work. I don't have enough assignments to fill my day, but I feel guilty not doing work all the same. Thank You - 2006, June 7
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